2 hours of sleep

I am surviving on 2 hours of sleep a day. I try to sleep early only to be waken up by midnight.

The best solution is to go back to sleep. But I am afraid. I am afraid you'll come haunt my dreams again. I am afraid that I might not survive the day if I start wanting to find you again.

You belong in the past. The present you is not the you that I know of. And that is heartbreaking as well.

I cannot go back to sleep because I know I cannot go back to the past.

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